i may have been an idiot all this time

Les Examens.

I don't have much to say as all the fear and existential crises and stress and tiredness is both expected and integral.

(It shouldn't be integral but it feels like a fundamental part of me)

Plus, we are all in the same boat.

But as well as the above, I turned to Rupi Kaur for some wisdom.
Remember this, kids.

most importantly love
like its the only thing you know how
at the end of the day all this
means nothing
this page
where you're sitting
your degree
your job
the money
nothing even matters
except love and human connection
who you loved
and how deeply you loved them
and how you touched the people around you
and how much you gave them

And while I know I will be filled with an abyss of self-loathe when I am mind-blank in exams or open my envelope on the 17th of August and the tears and pain will be wasted, I will still be alive.
I will still be breathing and have my identity, my laugh, my mind, my cat.
And you will too.

Bonne chance, friends–I'm off to have an existential crisis about university courses which is 110% irrational because its not happening for 16 months.